A Short Love Story

This is not a love story. Christmas day.  The sun is shining, everybody’s smiling. Indeed, everyone is in a light mood. She went out with her family to the nearest mall to have some quality time together. It has been ages since they last went out. Like most families, they had issues – issues they are slowly recovering from. Nonetheless, they had fun. Sharing a single bucket popcorn in the cinema while watching the most in demand...

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A System of Frailties and Faults

Long lines. Blazing sunlight. Dripping sweats. Murmured curses. This is basically what one would experience earlier at the LANI Cayetano Scholarship Distribution at the Cayetano Sports Complex. Over 1000 college and masteral students alike are gathered there to receive financial assistance of five thousand up to thirty thousand EACH. Filipino time. Call time was 12:30PM. I prepared at around 11:30 and started my journey to the event...

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Of Death and Pity

December 11, 2011Sunday7:00AMMy dying face.LOL. ♥I almost died. Not once, not twice but several times.It was a sunless morning. The clouds are somehow dim, indicating that it is going to rain sometime soon. I wonder what I am going to do. I only have 100 pesos and I need to go home. I need to save every single peso that I could so I decided to wait for an Alabang bus rather than riding a jeepney and ride a bus on the terminal. As I was...

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Reasons Why I'm Hurt

This poem is the second poem I’ve written after Recollection. Recollection is just a narrative poem of what has happened while this poem basically tells why I am hurt. IT HURTS ME THAT YOU DON’T TRUST ME By: ronagie The only things that keep me going Is writing poems that stops me from hurting This makes me express my feelings for you That once was oh so very true I said that the other one was the last poem for you I guess...

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A Letter to the Future Me

The first letter I have written after the break up, October 21, 2011. Mostly about my feelings and a summary of how it has happened. Sorry if this post is too wordy. As you know, this was written less than a day after the break up so the momentum is still quite high and the feelings still vivid. Read to understand how I felt. I'll appreciate it. :) Btw, to compensate the wordiness of this article, I've included not-related photos...

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Looking forward for Christmas

Awesome and sparkling christmas lights, giant lanterns, huge and tall christmas trees, these are all a nice wonder to the sight.But, actually, to see the face of God is my heart's one desire.So sweet, right? I was actually moved and touched by that song played earlier as I was having mass. Truth be told, I was even teary-eyed. Being the emotional, sentimental person that I am, I want to cry. Still, I find it hard to convey emotions in...

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The break up resolution list

So there. I just randomly clicked this in my folder: Letters Like a Diary. I've written all the files inside there during the first week of our break up, when the emotion was still so strong... when the momentum of writing was still there. I wrote this list maybe 3 days after, so that's October 23. I wanted to have a concrete checklist as to see my progress. Sometimes kasi,no, make that most of the time. hahaha! Tayong mga Filipino,...

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Satisfied, somehow...

People don't have any satisfaction. Once you say you are satisfied, it never is final. Yes, maybe everything is all right for now, how about the day after tomorrow? Or the week after next? You never would know until when your contentment last.For now, I am satisfied... very much satisfied as to how my Tumblr site looks like. With the conscious help of my friends Nikki and Krishna... I've got it through somehow. Oh, I almost forgot, Antone...

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I know the risks, yet I do it.

Curiosity kills the cat.When people stalk they know the rules. They know that there are only two options after it: either be happy about what you knew or be sad and frustrated about it.Stalking does no one any good. But people still take the risk. Even though there is fat chance that one will just get hurt in the end.But, for a stalker like me, I know. I know the risks. I know I’ll get hurt. Still, I get on with it. No one and nothing...

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The Stars and How I Appreciate their Beauty

Dazzling. Sparkling. Twinkling.It’s just so sad to know that the only thing that could make you smile genuinely isn’t there when you needed it the most.Twenty four hours ago, I am sitting exactly where I’m sitting right now. But last night was bliss. It’s perfect. Tonight?Tonight is a starless night. I can see nothing but pure darkness, except for some clouds shrouding the only stars bright enough for me to see. This kind of night sky...

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Of Decisions and Confusions

My life is an open book. I often say that. Practically because, I have nothing to hide. I am just a person, committing mistakes every now and then. Besides, I don't have any awful secrets to hide in the first place. Yet, I broke that rule. I protected my tweets just a while ago. It seems a petty issue to discuss but I feel heavy bout it. I decided to do that 'coz it seems unfair. He can see right through me, when I can't. I am actually...

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Distance

Distance should never be a problem to two persons loving each other. With the new media we have today, it is very much possible to interact and show your love to one another. Long distance relationship is hard yes, it is a matter of trust, absolute trust to the person you love. At the same time, it is also your responsibility to do something to keep the sparks going. Relationship is a work. Never let the sparks die. As...

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Shall I send this? xD

                Hi! Merry Christmas! JHow are you? We haven’t talk that much recently and I don’t exactly know your endeavours. But I wish you luck in everything that you do and I hope you find the happiness that you seek for.                I wrote you this letter a week after our break up. Please read this. Don’t worry. It is not a bitterness letter. It also is not a desperation letter. But this, my love, is...

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Break Up Premonition

Still waiting at Joillibee EDSA, bothered and bored, deprived of entertainment so I wrote another poem. (Poem Number 2 as I said in the earlier post. ^_^) Puso’y nagdurusa, Puso’y nagtataka. Asan ka na ba? Irog kong sinisinta. Puso’y nalulumbay, Puso’y natatamlay. Asan ka na ba? Mahal kong hinihintay. Nagteks ka sa akin Di ka na raw darating Ang sabi ko naman, Sige ayos lang sa akin Alam mo ba o irog? Kung gaano...

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LOVE, BELONGINGNESS and LONELINESS

October 7, 2011 The first poem I wrote (in the course of waiting for my now ex-boyfriend, I have actually created 2 poems. Oha? How good is that? Yey me!) while sitting at Jollibee EDSA at around 9pm while desperately waiting for him. He’s still at UMAK, watching the awards night of the theatre competition, ARTEstudyante, their section participated in. I was happy before I met you But a lot happier after I met you You gave...

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RECOLLECTION

This is the very first poem I've written to express my feelings. Just like with Jessie, my ex-boyfriend, who I have been denying up to now that has been my boyfriend, I used to remember things quite clearly months after we've separated, the date, the time, the place even what he have said. But thinking back, I have forgotten those memories which I can recall back then very vividly. Therefore, it can be concluded that I am to forget every excruciating detail and just remember the whole picture. I don’t want...

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A Sem full of ...

It has already been a semester. Wow. As the cliche goes, it feels like it's just yesterday. :))Really, I have enjoyed my CMSC2 course. Even though Sir Mykmyk always asks: "Who have taken up IT1? Ay naku. Mabobore kayo dito." I have taken up IT1 last sem and although they SEEM to be identical, they are not for me. hehe. I've learned new things-a whole lot of it actually- in CMSC2.We did not learn HTML and CSS back in IT1. Though I can remember...

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My Unique 2010

Haaaaay. Back to school... Back to work. Guess it can't be helped. Holidays are now over. 2010 is already over?!"How fast time flies." Cliche much? It's the beginning of a new year, before that, let me once again reminisce the previous year with a smile in my lips. :)JANUARYQUIZ BEE awarding with trainors and sponsors. Well, naturally, the activities here are New Year Celebrations so I decided not to include that. Last January,...

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