Reasons Why I'm Hurt

This poem is the second poem I’ve written after Recollection. Recollection is just a narrative poem of what has happened while this poem basically tells why I am hurt.

IT HURTS ME THAT YOU DON’T TRUST ME

By: ronagie

The only things that keep me going

Is writing poems that stops me from hurting

This makes me express my feelings for you

That once was oh so very true

I said that the other one was the last poem for you

I guess I lied, forgive me but I’m blue

I have no other thing to turn to unlike the way you do

You have your friends that helped you all the way through

While I have none, didn’t mean I didn’t have one

It’s just that I’m not ready to open myself to the fact that we’re done.

They’ll have a lot of questions I’m not yet ready to undone

I need time-and a lot of it, to cope up with what was gone

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not clinging or anything.

It’s just hard to accept your promises meant nothing

I have told you beforehand to just be truly honest with me

Instead what have you done? You led me in misery.

The fact that ten months have passed,

Should bother you very much.

Had you said it to me, we could have settled it once.

That’s why it hurts to know your trust in me is none

It hurt me very much that you told your friends of these

While we could have settled it inside our mists

You are my best friend, my partner, and my confidante

But amidst all these, you trust me none

But, try as I might, I’m not angry and scheming

As I’ve told you, I’m just in pain and is hurting

Let’s simply be casual and try to be friends for the moment

But baby not TOO casual, as though nothing had happened.

Coz it hurts to see you out there and already over what we’ve shared

While here I am, still grieving about the memories we’ve created